Finally getting married

Jason & I have been together since January 1st 1995, we have a 16yr old son, 14yr old son & 10yr old daughter. We were planning to get married November 2005 but never got any further than buying my wedding dress & I'm so glad we didn't because our ideas about the wedding are so different now. We are getting married in a wedding chapel on 12/12/12 at 12pm in front of our parents & kids only because I have really bad anxiety & don't really think I could say the vows in front of everyone but we will be having a second wedding ceremony with reception ( but no vows, only I do's ) when we can decide on a date (:(: