So maybe it's because I just had an hour of solitude by myself in the car, or because it's a rainy gross day, or because I'm very emotional but, I just can't get my Grandma ( Jean Jeanie) off my mind.
It's been 8 LONG years and I miss her more and more every day ( don’t know or understand how that is possible)I REALLY wish she was here to be a part of all of this Wedding planning and I wish even more that Jeff could have met her. I think she would adore him almost as much as I do!
My Granny was one classy lady who always had a matching purse/handbag to her shoes and she never wore pants/trousers. So in memory of her we are sticking with the British tradition where all ladies must wear a hat during the ceremony on our wedding day! I can't wait to see this... Although, I can just imagine how emotional I may be that day!
Any other suggestions of how to include her on our special day?
I wish she was here with me... excuse me while I grab a tissue and a pound of chocolate. Xoxo
It will be 14 years this July, It still has not been any easier ...you just deal with life and it keeps your mind off the loss. Walking down that aisle alone is going to crush me!
If your grandma was really close to you, planning a wedding is a very elegant and huge event and the first thought of elegance was your grandma thats prolly' why its hitting really hard. Its going to be ok just dedicate something to her. The hat idea is cute! I hope people will honor her and fall through with it! Good Luck hun.