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02/02/2009

A quote that seemed right for our situation.

In trying times dont quit trying, To me that ment that right now even thought i feel like giving up dont because its not wort giving up and saying i quit when coming so close to our wedding day because we have a yr and 2 months!!!!! YAY!!!!!

Here are some other quots i found that i hope gives you courage also

~Without courage, wisdom bears no fruit.

~Yesterday I dared to struggle. Today I dare to win.

~Courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good; that everything is meaningful even if in a sense beyond our understanding; and that there is always tomorrow.

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01/30/2009

Sadness

I know i think ive posted it on my other name on here bur as Januarary comes to a close I still cant stop thinking about his mom that has cancer and they(the docotors) dont give her until febuary to live its truly sad because beside's wedding planning and all the problems we have came across the face that his mother will not be there on her sons big day, he is the only child she has had, it makes me sad because she has a HUGE part in our wedding like my mother does. I truly love her and will miss her SOO much if she cant make it to see us finally getting married after 5 years of waiting and worring that the day would never come around,. I know she will be there in sprit and everything but its not the same and i know it never will be the same because that is his mother and they are really close it breaks my heart to know that she might not make it and it will truly hurt him alot if she doesnt.

For you brides out there that are wondering what on earth im talking about here in the 411:

Deceber 12 2008 my FH told me that his mom has lung cancer is refused treatment to it and that they do not give her until Febuary to live, we both cried because the face is that in that time of her finding out that she has cancer she also found out that her husband chated on her and also did drungs and so on December 20 2008 he told me that he was leaving college and that he was going home to save his mom because she told him that after the new years she would be commiting suicide and that no one loved her and that he needed to grow up on his own and he needed to take extra care of me and love me, well he went home on christmas eve and is not located there in Missouri an his mother has had 3 breakdowns and also just recently got out of the hospital in ther gero unit,

So Bride with you all knowing this I could seriously use some support because right now it seems like nothing i do matters it all falls apart because it seems i plan 10 steps forward and i have to take 10 planning steps back. I dont know what to do i mean I want to get married i REALLY REALLY badly do but do i put it off until we know for sure?? or do we plan on??? i truly dont know im to the point of transfering school up there so i can be with him and with her because right now they are the only family ive got.

So with that note of blogging i will leave you for now,
Take care to yall happy wishes on the planning and i hope you all have a happy wedding day.

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01/23/2009

Singing

We are thinking about having people do random sings for our wedding, I mean it is a place to have fun and rejoice with the newly married couple. I know that me and my husband will be doing our song that we picked out and its When you say nothing at all.

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01/21/2009

This I Promise You