~Our Renewals~ Hey my WBC family! I've been a little hush- hush lately. Our 14th wedding ann...
I guess this post must come out of the blue of what it seems like.
But the last two weeks have been tough for my Fiance and I.
I am having two extreme problems.
1. Cold feet more than the usual
2. Im unhappy.
Its not the wedding planning that was getting to me, rather than communication with my FH and wether we can resolve things.
He doesnt communicate to me on big financial decisions. He cant hash things out. I get responses of I dont know, whatever... and not an adult conversation. He has a habit of ignoring me and whenever i try to explain something his eyes are always glued to the tv and Im starting to doubt in our relationship.
I have had my eyes opened by a friend by realising the problems that we have. I was just blind to it..and its hit me like a brick in the head.
So tonight im checking myself into a hotel for the weekend. Hopefully with some space I will be able to reevalute the decision.We hope to have a decision by the end of the weekend. If its a no go, I will start having to call people on monday.
I hope we can resolve things and we have a counselling session tomorrow.
I honestly dont know where my heads at or whats going to happen.
Anyway Thanks for taking the time to read this.. Its either the weddings still on, its off, or its postponed... and i sure as hell dont want it to be off.
Update: I posted on the comment section with an update. Sorry if your reading this you will have to scroll down.
Much love. xx