chermel's Chocolate wedding

I can't believe this is happening. I know when we are little girls and we are playing dress up and planning out our wedding we are just playing around, but now that this is the real thing i'm like omg. It's crazy because when it comes to weddings i can come up with the most magical scene there is for all of my friends but now that it is my turn i'm stuck looking stupid!! There are so many things that come along with planning a wedding. I told myself that i had to get it together and start doing what i know best. So I finaly picked out my wedding colors which are chocolate brown fushia pink and olive when you put the colors together your like o shit that is to pretty lol so there you go. Now i'm trying to decide how many bridesmaids i'm going to have this is a really hard decision i don't want people getting mad but hey thats life they will get over it cause I already am lol, I got to much to worry about because ladies we all know the guys are just going to show up and say i do the rest is up to us.!! But being serious I really can't wait till the day I marry my bestfriend. Life is hard and i'm glad i have robert by my side to make each day a easy one. Everyday i wake up thinking to myself how did i get so blessed!