Happy New Years Ladies! 2013 is here and I will be in Maui Hawaii next year for our 15th Anni...
I love my dress, it's perfect, so it's not the dress's fault...it's mine. I feel like a princess when I wear it...and the reflection in the mirror really isn't that bad either. But the pictures are a WHOLE different story!!!!
I see lumps in places I didn't think I had them. My arms are all jelly and swingy...it's GROSS! I used to be a size 2 and my dress they ordered me is a size 10! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know, for some of you a size 10 is great...well, I'm only 5'2"....so that's NOT great.
I'm so embarrased by these pictures I won't even send them to my bridesmaid's and I don't think I want to even post them on here for you ladies to have to see...
I've seen brides and other women who are bigger than me look stunning...for some reason, I look like shit. I don't look pretty, I look like a blimp and I will hate myself forever if I look like this on my wedding day! :-(
I'm so disappointed in myself...