♥Anxiety - Man you really freak me out... - FABULOUSMRSKLEIN's Pink Wedding by Color Blog

I make jokes all the time about taking some xanex... but is it a joke? Only the part about suggesting people take any drugs they are not prescribed ;) That being said there is nothing better then a little xanex to put it all in perspective.
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Now I have been to a few weddings in all of my fabulous 26 years but this site has introduced me to things I had never even heard of. Most recently the 'money dance" which until I read all of the comments I just thought someone was having a crazy wedding and was doing a strip tease for a little extra cash. Coming from someone that has not seen or heard of a money dance before let me tell you, not in this lifetime. How weird would I feel? I am not going to say I would not dance for money (hehe) but seriously maybe after I have some time to think about it will make a little more sense:)
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The next wave of anxiety... ordering things. All of these ideas and plans I have are so fabulous, but when I sit down and think about actually placing a set in stone order for something I feel a slight wave of nausea. What if I change my mind next week and I want to have a Mardi Gras theme wedding complete with masks and beads? (higly unlikely...but you get the point). I will order all of this stuff and what if life doesn't agree with time table and I have our wedding date all over $1000 worth of labels, stds and invitations? what if, what if, what if ... I know you can what if the hell out of anything and end up doing nothing...
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Not having a seating chart. I was ok with this, I even thought it was a good idea. Now I am not so sure its a good idea, what about the people that don't know many people? Do I want my family on one side and Kevins on the other? Our friends not being forced into akward conversation? :) ok a seating chart for a cocktail reception?? i know its silly...
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Right now I can't drink or I am sure just writing this would call for a cocktail. I feel like I could plan a wedding in one day...
...if it were not my own.
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too funny!

I have been thinking the same thing lately! I don't really know what I want! I was talking with my sister and I had ALL these ideas for her wedding and how fun it is going to be to plan it when she does get engaged. Then I try to picture my wedding and it is nothing but scribbles of ideas I have in my head. Then I feel like my wedding is going to turn out horrible! If I drank- I would be drinking right now too.

haha thanks! you actually wrote "i think the blue polish is a fucky addition" and when i read that i laughed out loud lol!

OMG I feel exactly the same way ... I cant decide on anything bc what if I dont like it the day of the wedding or even tomorrow or what if it dosent turn out the way I imagined it.. I guess nothing is perfect.. but our wedding day will be as close to perfect as you can get... at least that is what I keep telling myself..ahhh