This is foreverstartsnow's Black Wedding!

Helloooo lovely ladies!

We here I am 4 months later since my depature from WBC. A lot has changed in that short period of time.

J & I are barley on speaking terms 90% of the time, which really sucks. I started seeing someone new and so did he. I stopped holding on to missin' him and wanting to come back.

But I did talk to him last week and he ended the converasion [on BBM] "okay, i'm deleting you now i don't wanna get in shit ill talk to you either" - so good to know his new girlfriend will yell at him for talking to me. { like who says that? }

So during the whole break up, my grandmother had passed and that was really hard. But then something good happened, I met my then boyfriend M. Who was a God send at the time. We've spilt up now, but still really good friends.

I'm slowly back on track. I'm back in school and paying down debt. Last week, I paid off Visa! Wahooo!

Other than that, nothing new. Heartbreaks mended almost and surprisly, I couldn't be happier.

Lots & lots of love,
Amber

Okay, I feel like I can't just disapeer without a goodbye. This has been a rough month and Mr. & I are starting over from stratch. That means: No living together (going to be the hardest), No wedding. Just two people dating. I guess. He want's his space to see if he can mange on his own since we haven't left eachothers side in 2 1/2 years.

I'm really trying to keep postive & that's all i can do really. It's a very shitty situation and I wish I wasn't in it. He says he still loves me and does want to work on it, just needs space.

Anyways,

I'll miss you gals and your weddings and I hope one day I'll return to this page.

Good Luck :)

XOXO

Hello all,

I was wondering if you could give me some feedback on my business website.

Please be honest and let me know if I should add anything or change or whatever.

thanks girls!

www.foreverstartsnowevents.webs.com :)

Okay, so I saw someones facebook status and they were like "just picked out wedding bands!" Shit. I know I have 21 months to pick it out but FH is a mechanic at a shop and therefore, can't really have a typical wedding band.

Does anyone have a hubby who's a mechanic that has the same problem? I've heard of titatum bands for them so they don't get as dirty.

I still want him to have a band that he can wear out to work & at the shop.

Thanks ladies! HAPPY NEW YEAR.

PS. I'M GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR! EEEEK! :)

Heyyy ladies, its my birthdaaay! WOOO

I'm now 20-something ( - the something) LOL


My man is working today and then I think were doing dinner :)

These are so bold! they jump out at you but yet so classic!

They used roses & carations.. which I'm loving!

I'm in love with this dress but I have no idea where I found it or what-not..

Anyone know ?


Thanks !

HELLOOOOOO!!

OMG. I'M SO EXCITED TO HAVE MY LAPTOP BACK SO I CAN BE ON WBC!

First of all ; congrats to EVERYONE who has gotten married! I'm so sorry that I wasn't here for all of you.

Anywho, we are all moved in at our new house and getting settled.

I missed you all !


I'll be back with a lot more updates on our wedding

XOXO

Hey girls, I have a computer for the next couple of days - well weeks actually!

I'm hoping that Staples can fix it since HP wants like $400.00 JUST to send it in! & I start my new job on Sunday and have a meeting with a country club (actually, 2 of them) about being thier event & wedding coordinator.

As you can tell, I'm trying to do some DIY's. Which are looking great! We're just puttering away for now.

my love & I are away from eachother for the next little bit with him still in Barrie & I'm back home with my mom.

I have been trying to catch up with you on my phone WBC.. I haven't been able to comment thou - werid. So I hate to say this but; Ive been a hit n run kinda gal.. I really have tried to comment thou!

So my darling brides; my question is : what is new with all of you? Wedding or non related? :)
Tell me tell me tell me!

Also, where are my Red & Black brides?

[ also; the picture? so 2OO8! ]

These are my I DO letters, painted and lined with red ribbon :)

I also have our last name & our date half done.

Enjoy!

Morning girls! It's not even 8 o'clock here yet and I'm all ready on WBC LOL!

I have a question so please answer, no hits and runs!

I have a few good friends that will not be in the wedding, but not because they aren't good enough but because I know they will get the stuff done on my Day Of. One volenteered for the job and the other decieded SHE is a bridesmaid - - I didn't ask, and everytime it comes up I don't say anything (I know bad, but until yesterday, I couldn't cause I didn't know my numbers)

How did you ask people / how should I ask her? : )

TIA!

Call me crazy but I feel SO much better now that J has finally picked three out of 4 groomsman! I might just leave it at 3 and have it doubled down the aisle.. hmm.

SOO EXCITED :] It's all coming together!

I missed you ALL! So much!

First; Happy wedding day & congrats to TASHASISTA, NIHDAL, BANANA PANTS & CCRANETOBE! I know I'm late, but better late than ever. I hope you girls had a fabulous days!

Second; my laptop is STILL not working and I'm still curently stealing other peoples computer but they are leaving and taking it with them so uhm yeah, i'm going to try to do mobile wbc.. :P

Third; the MOVE again (yes, I know we JUST moved) but hey! Now, that I actually have a job - and now we have a townhouse, stainless steal applicances & zero carpet wooot! It all happened last week and J has a job interview too!

But until we can move in, I'm camping out at my mothers, who has a computer. YAAAY!

On the way home yesterday J informs me that "Everytime you talk about wedding stuff I want to poke my eyes out with tacks, but don't get me wrong, it's not that I dont care - I just don't care about if your friends friend can sell you white paper laterns for cheap, I just want to be involved in the BIG things. Okay baby. and please stop changing colors" Also, we had a convo about "Off season. we both think October would just be beautful! So now the date is Oct 2012!) [This year was out cause even I can't pull that off, next October buying a house, so still 2012!] It's looking like its our year ment to be! LOL

So basically, he's just signing the checks from now on! & I'm allowed to buy whatever my little heart loves under $200.00 without consultion!

I miss you girls!
XOXO


ps. the picture? Totally diggin' Carrie Underwood- Fishers wedding pictures! :)

So i have been MIA for the past few days since my laptop BROKE! Flat out screen doesn't turn on.. so I've been stealing J's dad's girlfriends computer.

Hence why the picture doesn't match the post.

Also, we're moving! again! Still can't get a job so I applied to the A&W (don't laugh!) for team leader and its looking like I got it therefore we have to move and we found the cutest condo omg i want it!!

LOL anywho, I will try to get on when I can till its fixed!

XOXO

ps. thats our truck !

Here are some of my inspiration for the wedding :)

(the truck we already have - except it's a warlock, simlar to the little red express)

So as I was cleaning up today, I found my damask ribbon and I started goofing around with it.

I want square vases (not this big) and the bow will be better when I get the actual vases and there won't be rocks in it (well maybe - but not that color)

& I might actually use the white hydrangeas.

What do you think?

{12 hits and runs? :| }

Okay, so I'm sitting here thinking about all the time's I've drove Jesse up the wall for changing the wedding and then I was thinking - our men know us, but do they know what they signed up for? All those details we bug them with all those crazy ideas!


I'm just wondering.

I was talking about the "B" word with the FH the other day. (no, not baby - that's a separate post) The budget. It went from roughly, $10,000 (which is average) to roughly $5,000. Okay. Not a big dealio.But there is a super cheap (and VERY accessible) "venue" that is actually kinda cute - I have more of a decorating budget now, but it's MASSIVE. Lot's of room for dancing and drinking and "dinner". Any who, this place is very reasonably priced. $50 deposit; $395 for the day. Nice. Under $500. Bargain! Plus there's a super pretty park next to it! Now, I just need to book it... except they don't have a 2012 calender yet, so she say's I'm good (actually, they don't have a 2011 calender yet LOL)


So here's some pictures at a staff X-mas party. For a rough idea.

So, I'm in full wedding mode today and due to our recent life choices the wedding budget got cut in half. Which is fine, because we didn't really need the big million dollar wedding anyway :) I started thinking (that's never good eh tashasita) Over $5000.00 in food, is a bit much.(that was the majority of the old budget - - there fore everything else would suffer due to people eating)

1) No one ever likes wedding food, except for bread rolls and salad
or
2) Serve little platters / make some platters up and pay for the alcohol for everyone.
or
3) Have just close family (like at the wedding) for dinner and everyone else come for drinks and dancing !
I'm liking #2 or #3. I'm also changing locations as well ; ceremony in my parents backyard & reception down the street with the really pretty park right next door! The problem with the other venue was it was too far away and there wasn't a lot of room for people to sleep, but there are more afforable hotels they could stay in.


Anyone else not having a dinner?

FH has a minor obsession with Dr. Pepper. So I found this image from snippit and ink and well, I just had to share!

I would like to get this done at the wedding - so simple & yet fun!

Hey babes!

So, I L0V3 freebies! Thanks to www.weddingchicks.com ; I made some freebies!

What one do you like better? I like the first one!

XOXO

Hey babes!

I am off to the cottage for a whole week :) YAY! I will be back on the 24th.

I will find out next week if we have hit the jackpot with the baby or not LOL.

& I have lots of updates .. but I'm working on the inspration board for the civil weding aswell :)

& congrates to all of the weddings happining :)

Love,
Amber

ps. these are some pictures from last year :)

Hey ladies, I was MIA this weekend, did a lot of family stuff & I will be this weekend and alll of next week too!

But I'm checking the blogs now & doing some cleaning today and just wanted to say hi to all of my blushing brides! and

Nothing is really new on my end; still trying for a little mini me & looking into buying a house before the baby is born when I get preggers.

& I'm hoping that we can get married by the end of this year :) (note: date change) for the civil - - personally, I'd like to be married before I start showing & for legal reasons I don't want my child to have a hyphenated name like I do.

Hope all is well with you guys! Update me below! :)

XOXO

Ladies,

GUESS FREAKIN WHAT! It's now offical, we are skipping a few steps but after January's events.. we feel.. that.. it is.. a good... time... to.. start...trying for a baby! Yes. I'm SO excited I could bounce off the walls!

We started talking about it.. more so me.. cause I'm the girl LOL. I was like I'd be totally okay if you know you wanted to have a baby.. like now. Then it turned into the whole man being practcal.. he told me to be patenit. and then after (when I gave up and started coming to terms with the fact that it wasn't happening right now) he cuddled up to me and started doing the dirty.. and I was like.. uhm.. the condoms.. and he had this HUGE (I'm talking clown smile) on his face and I asked him why he was so happy.. and he was like none of your buisness. Of course, I know him very well. & it does help, I've seen that look before. Long story short, he was trying to be all stubbon and manily and I was like you SO want a baby and he was like yeah, I do.. so the baby making has begun! :)

As for the wedding, I think we are having a civil ceremony & then a get together afterwards (a la, tashasita) and then take our time for our big "vow renewal". Btw; when I say small, I mean budget wise, I will still be scheming and planning.. hehe.

XOXO

Okay, so I got the theme..du du duhhhhh... CARS! YES I LOVE IT.

classic hot wheels for centerpeice..
the ailse runner.. checkerd finish line (kinda suitable right?)
for the grand enterance the MOH waves the starter flag thing
all the guests will have sport flags that have "jesse & amber 05.19.12" on it.
the photobooth will have 2 seats & a cut out of a old car

oohh this is GREAT!
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KIDDING! OMG. that would be fun thou :) & my FH would DIE. I might run it past him just for fun hehe.

STILL DECIDING - UGH.

So the Knot told me I have 689 days till my wedding. Wonderful. I'd like it tommorrow please? Okay, time to be serious. I can't make up my freaking mind on COLORS. I can't. But I have got it down to my top three! (in no particalr order)

Can you girls help me so I can start the DIY & the millions of other things I need to do? :)

1. Damask Tiffany Blue & Red


2. Damask & Red

3. Damask purple & red

i'm not 100% diggin the last one :(

* venue info: inn the counrty where the town has one gas pump LOL
* about us: we are very spontatious, he loves fishing & i love girly stuff, we like to have a good time and thats what we want the wedding to be -- a party per say, not going to have a lot of tradional stuff, laid back people.. likes the outdoors (hence the country wedding) I'm creative and he loves old cars.

things I'm diggin'
enjoy.

the last one is my inspration board : )

ooh la la. I'm at it again! another FUN question for the girls!
I want everyone to participate if they can!

Rules:
It can be BIG or s m a l l your choice..
& it shouldn't be something your FH knows offically.

Mine is BIG..

I secerty wish sometimes that my period doesn't come and that I'm pregant.. :O Yes it sounds horrible and I'm in no way scheming but it would be nice to be pregant..

Ready?OK?GO!


ps. pretty little liars - LOVE that show!

Ahh tribute.. Jesse and I have a long romantic story.. if you wanna here it.. request it below.. but these picture we are hung over (I don't look it cause I don't get bad hangovers) but this is about the time we are falling in love.. :) hehe.

i love you baby :)

Okay, so I blogged about getting a job about 3 weeks ago.. but I don't know if you know that I only had it a day since the pay was on comission and I was only making about $32.50 a day. Which sucks. On a more personal note; the financal situation is getting tougher and I'm stressed out about and FH is also very stressed as he doesn't make alot and we're really strugling.

So doing my daily search of jobs.. I had found a teachers assistant at the YMCA in my area. I had voluteered there in high school in my hometown long story short.. I sent my cover letter & resume over about 10 mins ago.. so I'm really asking you to send postive vibes my way as I really would like this job as it truly is something I'm good at..

Thanks a bunch girls! :)

XOXO