Wedding stress

So tired of the stress

Yesterday would have been my dad's 79th birthday and it was just a very emotional day. But early that day I found out that my mother got approved for a senior apartment near my home with my fh and her move in date will be weeks before the wedding (yay!) so that made me smile a bit. My fh, my mom and myself went to my dad's burial site and layed flowers down for him yesterday. As soon as we dropped my mom off at her current house the on and off argument sessions with my fh started. I just felt and still feel like he was arguing with me for anything. but in between the arguments last night he told me that hes been so stressed out about planning for the wedding and even paying our regular bills that he ate an entire half gallon of ice cream every night for a week. I told him that he needs to talk and put down the ice cream. But then soon after we argued again and even now as I sit here at work Im still heated about last nights last argument. Im going to spend the night over my mom's house and help her pack up for her new place. Im just glad to get away from him if only for one night. I love him but this constant stress is pissing me off. Im stressed out also but instead of running to the junk food i cant because im on a diet so im forced to talk, workout or get a drink (which isnt good either) it would be so easy to eat something cheesy or something with chocolate right about now!