~Our Renewals~ Hey my WBC family! I've been a little hush- hush lately. Our 14th wedding ann...
Well Ive hit an all time low. It was bound to happen I suppose havent had any meltdowns in such a long time! I think (post below) the drama yesterday with the delivery guys UPS wanting $2250 for my 9 boxes of wedding stuff to ship to Ireland was the final straw. I spent hours online last night researching freight and thanks to your helpful comments I also researched and got a few phonecalls back today regarding freight and they basically told me the same, $2000 and if they were me that they would go over and get the stuff myself too. That it would take 2 months to get here anyway. And basically it was a rip off.
So my sister who offered to come with (after we booked flights) thought we were going to collect the dresses, hello? How do 5 dresses take up 9 boxes and weigh so much that they cost $250 a box to ship, I am about to bang my head off a brick wall.....so then her attitude changed slightly about going, hey she can justify going to get a dress that I paid for for her but not for anything else for *my* wedding.
Then my FH decided he'd have a day from hell and snap over the littlest of things, today was the day he decided he would flip over the price of the wedding in total even though we sat and had this all out months ago. It was like today he only realised how much everything cost. He also thinks NY trip to get everything is a holiday for me? What I hate about this is because hes the main breadwinner here its like I have to ask him for the money or something which I cant stand!
My mom decided I should rent space in the US and then go over in Dec and send the stuff to Mexico (apparently in her world, bless her, this would be cheaper) My friend that had the stuff was questioning whether I should pay for a trip over would it justify the cost? ARGH
So spent the evening crying and seriously close to calling it all off, the stress and everyones negativity and stuff was just wearing me down. Told my mom I was selling everything just calling it off I have done it all since day one and no one has anything nice to say everyone has a comment for everything I do. This morning then to top the day off, I got results back that I had abnormal cells in my smear and need a repeat, went to the doc surgery and the doc there refused to talk to me about it wanting me to talk to my own doc about it as we have *history* what I dont like is the way that the secretary said it to me sympathetically....thats another story I guess.
What a fucking day.......and after I told my sister to cancel the trip, FH decided we "had" to go as this was the only way to get the stuff! So now we are going next week. I have to re pack everything send some lighter stuff by mail and pack the rest in 4 big luggage bags and carry on luggage and hope for the best..............so so drained!