It was in the month of December 2007, when my life had reached it lowest of lows. I felt so seper...
How it all began...
It was in the month of December 2007, when my life had reached it lowest of lows. I felt so seperated from everything that was 'normal'. I had plunged into darkness at such a depth that when I looked in the mirror. I could not even see myself. I cried and I prayed that someone would find me and help me find a way back, and all I could hear was echoes. I had given up. As I cried, I reached a point where I had not a tear left, just emptiness. I gave up the fight, I had no strentgh left. It was than when I turned to Him and said "I give up. If this is all that's here I'd rather be without. Here you go...have your way!" It was that Sunday I had went to Church and gave my life to Him and haven't looked back!
A month after giving my life to Jesus, he sent me a second Angel and his name is Steven. Since Jahson, He had given me a second chance to see His blessings, my life has not been the same!
Next to my blessing my first Angel, my firstborn Jahson, who is always sure to groom me into being a perfect mother to him. My sidekick, my once partner in crime and my now partner in good, there's Steven, my strength, my motivation, my confidant, my inspiration, my pookie bear and most of all my bestfriend!
He stood by me, where no one else did. He trusted me when nobody else would. He never tried to be above me or creep behind me he stands beside me. He beleives in my dreams, my aspirations and allowed me to make them a reality!
I love you Steven with my whole heart and look forward to making beautiful memories last for the duration of our life!
My Lord, my strength and my redeemer! I am indebted to you and do not know how I will ever be worthy enough to repay you in this lifetime.
Thank you Jesus, thank you for my life, for my parents saw me into this world, thank you for my friends, my son, and God, Jehovah, Jesus, King of Kings....thank you.........thank you Lord for Steven!
Well this was fun...After a lot of headaches and different opinions I have finally decided on the color and style for my wedding dresses.
While this dress above is beautiful. I would like it the red to be a bit deeper.
I would also like to thank all my bridesmaids for there ideas and there continued suppurt...
1st dress hunting date is February 1st 2009.
See you all soon!