So James and I were engaged back in 2008, heck I was even on this site, we were going to have a halloween wedding..... welll things didnt work out....
After the death(murder) of my dad in January of this year, James dropped everything and came to help and be there for my brother, son and I. Clearly things had changed for the better with both of us.
So we have both grown up, but I kept all the wedding attire from before(it's freakin hard to convince someone to pay a decent amount for an unused dress, and I would honestly have bought it again so why not keep it)
So I have the jewellry, tiara, shoes,veil, dress etc haha score!!!
A loss is a loss regardless, and no ones loss is greater or lesser than anyone elses.
Sure is tough knowing he wont be there to walk me down the aisle, and well due to the whole thing my mom wont be there either...... sigh
but on the bright side I have an amazing son and an amazing fiance who knows me better than anyone I have know and who has helped me when days were tough and walked hand in hand with me when things got hard. So we live and love and walk towards greater things because that is what my dad wanted and will always want
xoxoxox