Well Ladies, I just added up again how much this wedding is going to cost. I have been pretty ...
Okay so this is more of a rant than anything....
We're only in the beginning stages of planning and i'm already pulling my hair out and wondering do I really want this type of wedding???
We have a budget of 20 grand and the more I talk to vendors, tour venues and plan, I'm starting to wonder if this is even worth it?!
I'm getting so frustrated and disenchanted with the whole big fairy tale wedding scene. FH originally wanted to go to Hawaii to get married but I really want my parents, grandparents and siblings there and that's at least 10 people. Plus I have 12 aunts and uncles who unbelievable I am close to and have had a major impact on my life.
We're planning a wedding for 140 guests and now I think that is just too much!
I've already started looking at alternatives to maybe just have a super small wedding at a bed and breakfast somewhere, or even go to Canada and get married with just a few people.
I really don't know what to do but I think I know that I no longer want to spend 20 grand on this anymore......
It won't put us in financial ruin but the more and more I think about it and all the hard work I have to do (by myself) I just don't know!
Plus I have a 3 month old and a 15 month old so that makes me busy alone lol.
Plus we're paying for all of our bridal party's attire and accessories for the day. That's 22 people if you include my father and our mothers! And our budget doesn't include our honeymoon either, which is a big expense by itself.
Maybe I'm just over thinking everything? I mean I was the one who said I wanted this huge wedding but now idk! Anyone else ever felt this way?