I know, I know.. it's been a while since I actually made a real post, rather than bugging y'all for monogram/design business. My bad!
To be honest, not a lot has really been going on in my world--I'm still working part-time, and all that jazz, but other than that, I lead a pretty boring, hum-drum life. *pout*. LOL! Even work hasn't been going all too well.. business is really slow, so my shifts keep getting cancelled..
But, enough of that, right?
Things with Mr.H are still up-in-the-air, too. Although it's been almost 8-months (OMG, really? Where did time go?) since our split, nothing has changed with him--he's still keeping his emotions in.. he's still la-di-da about 'us'--if anything, he's actually become depressed. When he comes to visit DD (and, I), it's like talking to a brick wall..
He has told me that he's lonely, though. He hates getting home from work, and walking into an empty house.. he's totally letting the apartment clutter up, and become messy.. his libido is totally non-existant.. but, that's where his openness ends, I'm afraid.
Each time I try to bring up reconciliation, he clams up. He tells me he's "not a psychic.. [he] can't tell the future." I understand that, but is it really too much to ask for a little bit of hope? For him to tell me that we can still try to work this out? *sigh*.
Okay, so he hasn't completely given up on 'us' yet, but it sucks that he's not even trying to better himself (i.e. his happiness).. that's a big reason why this split happened, but if anything, he's feeling worse about himself.. about everything..
We'll be spending the holidays together, and I'm not gonna lie.. a big part of me hopes that it'll be the wake-up that he needs, seeing us all together that'll make it all snap back for him, but I'm not getting my hopes up. I know his Mum is excited, and hopeful as well.. but, his Mum doesn't make decisions for him.. unfortunately. :P
Anyway, that's about it--I'm sorry I don't have a better update to give--but, if anything would ever happen, I'd definitely pop in to let you ladies know!