So soon...

My wedding is fast approaching and that's awesome! My sister has informed everyone that she is moving to Toronto (4 hr plane ride away) the day after the wedding to return to school. Yup, she just found out last week that she was accepted and has decided it's logical and doable to pack her life into 2 bags and move across the country. She went to find an apartment this week and she's coming back just hours before my bachelorette party (Saturday!) that SHE is planning along with some of my friends.

Then I found out yesterday that my best friend has decided (seriously just that day) that as of Oct 1 she will be taking an unpaid leave of absense from her job and also go to Toronto (which she absolutely hates) and maybe travel abit and go here and there and everywhere!

OMG!

I fully know that I'm being 100% selfish and rediculous but I feel like everything is happening all at once and way too quickly. I feel like these super important people in my life are desserting me, eventhough I know in my heart that they are going in an attempt to find the love of their lives and gain some independence. I get it, I do, I just feel so emotional and this is too much for me.

I lived in Toronto for a number of years and loved it. I even met my fiance there but I just feel so unsettled about my sister & best friend moving at the drop of a hat, so to speak. I mean, neither of them actually planned anything here and they are just making a quick decision and that in and of itself stresses me out and makes me worry about them both.

I know they are big girls and can handle themselves but I am worried nonetheless.