After about 3 months of trying on dresses, I found my dress and veil today! I love my Mori Lee Go...
A while ago I posted about not being sure if I loved my dress. Ultimately I decided to suck it up, get over it and it's a pretty dress so what was my problem?
Well, I took it in for alterations a couple weeks ago and went for my second fitting today and I almost left the store in tears. I finally realized that this is 100% not my dream dress. I guess I was hoping in the back of my mind that through alterations it would magically transform to the image I have in my head...but that just didn't happen. It's a pretty dress, but I just don't feel very pretty in it. It just feels like a big white dress. FH obviously hasn't seen it but he is trying his hardest to assure me that it'll be gorgeous and I am trying so hard to believe him.
It's totally my fault that this happened. I jumped the gun and got the first dress that I liked, not one that I loved. And I know that it's just a dress and I only wear it for one day, it's just that I have this image in my head and know that feeling that I want to feel and I know that on my wedding day I won't look or feel that way. And this has produced the "I want my mommy" effect.
Should I go tomorrow and see if I can find a dress or is it too late because my dress is already being altered and I just need to get over it? Am I being crazy? I feel crazy. Am I being selfish? I feel selfish.