Wedding planning

Going crazy

Can't make up my mind, we've got everything booked and I hate it. It's everything I don't want.

I've always had my heart set on a beach wedding fiew friends and family members thats it simple just like us.

But to please everyone we are doing the churh hall extravaganza that we are paying ourselves how freaking ridiculous.

Plus my mom is being a bitch litteraly, she's doesnt give a rats ass, when I mentionned that we may want to do a beach wedding she was like when I'm on vacation I don't go where all my familys is I go to relax. WTF! your only daughters wedding and you won't come because you would have your family around for a fiew days. And then she adds you're not thinking of your grand-parents bla bla bla ok so they can drive 9hrs straight to Atlantic City once every couple of months but they can't take a plane for 3 hrs, plus money is not an issue. So that made me say the F.. with her. I'll invite everyone I would like there even her and if she doesnt come well she can kiss my ass.
At least I know I have my dad with me, he said he would walk there if he had to and to do what I want not what everyone else wants like he always did. Maybe will be to the most 10 but I don't care anymore.

Sorry for the vent but she's driving me completely crazy! We just need to talk to FMIL cross fingers that she will join the fun in the sun :) Because her and my dad my kids and FH of course are the only ones that matter right now